today sucked. whoop de doo

well in the morning some black girl in my class told me to shut up, i said no, and expected the typical response of "oh imma, mmmm" but instead she said this "SHUT UP YA LIL CRACKA!" and nobody cared. all the gangsters in teh class started doing their thing, shouting "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" anyway, to me, it seems that racism only applies to white people against black people. black people can say whatever the hell they want about any race, and nothign is gonna happen, if i called someone in my class a nigger then i would get the shit beat out of me for teh rest of the school year. i wanted to punch her in the face, but i dont do that crap, not because she was a girl, but because i might be concidered "racist" or some shit like that.

ok, now to teh end of the school day. my math class, with the teacher that everyone hates.so in my group, some kids were talking, and the teacher blames me. i tell him i swear it wasnt me, and he sent me to some seat in teh corner called a "safe seat" (apparently you aren't in trouble... wait till you have your parents sign it, thats where the shit happens) anyway, so i was sent to the "safe seat" because he thought i was laughing... thats what he told me, he said it looked like i was laughing. so i had to fill it out the way that HE wanted me to fill it out. i did nothing, and i put that down, but nooooooooooo he corrects me, and says i was laughing. so i put that down, he says i was doing it while he was trying to teach. so i wrote that down, then she took teh paper and wrote "after he told us to be quiet" bullshit. so he told me i had to get it taken home and signed... what the hell?! no, you only have to do that if you are doign somethign REALLY bad, then you take it home to get it signed. but that's not how he works. so i took it home, surprisingly my mom wasnt pissed, in fact, i was the one who was pissed. and even if i did laugh, how do i control laughter?! if somethign is funny, you laugh, you dont sit there and be a killjoy. (or just look like this )

last shit part of the day, i commented on yoshi-lawd's journal, stating MY opinions, and what I think, and it was a long and thought out comment, and i get flamed. flamed with improper grammar and punctuation. short non thought out comment, just thrown out there. i dont care if you are in america or not, there is freedom of speech. there is, and if you dont like what i say, then tough shit, deal with it and move on. i am tired of all this bullshit, we cant state any of out opinions anymore without getting flamed, or spammed, or harassed like we are nothing. i say, stat your opinions regardless of what everyone thinks. fuck what everyone else thinks, just say what you feel. i have been trying to get someone i know to do this, but she only posted her opinion, partly. there is still one thing she wont say, because she is afraid of offending someone. i keep tellign her what i tell myself, fuck what everyone else thinks, say what YOU feel.

well moar shit happened this week i though i would vent on. my friend is retarded and started makin fun of the way black people talk so i won't be surprised if he goes to the hospital. AAAANYWAY same black girl in my class last week that called me a "cracka" 4 days ago during first core, we were discussing how toe the school a better place or something like that, and her first words were "we need ta get rid uv all dem white kids!"
of course, we all heard "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" BUT enough about that, today, same black chick wouldnt shut the hell up so i just turned around and said "shut up!" her: "no you shut up!" whoope doo, so that passed and a few seconds late, huge tough black guy (who was arrested for a week for beating someone up) said "who you talkin too?" me: andrea him: "no you aint" me: "yeah i am" him: "no you aint" me: "...yes i am" him: "no you aint" me: "yyyyyyyyyyyes i am" him: "no you aint" me: "right... logic, you lack it" him: "WHACHOO SAY?" me: "i said something about LOGIC!" him: "oh, i thought you said something smart"

dumbasses! so yeah whatever

that is all i have to say for today. if you were offended, then too fucking bad. deal with it and move on.